I cringe to think that everything went so well this week and last, every time I think something is going very well, it all goes to hell. I need to slow myself down and continue to work one day at a time. I know I got a little tired on Thurs/Fri and was starting to get into a funk but I stopped and took a nap Fri afternoon and boy did I need it, 4+ hours helped amazingly I then took my time on Saturday and didn't do much at all, I did work and did write a list of things I really wanted to do this weekend if possible. I can say that I did everything on my list but I've been doing it in a very relaxing way. I'm trying not to over do and/or get over confident because it always comes crashing down on me. So I listened to my friend and talked through what I will be teaching tomorrow so that doesn't go poorly,I feel good about tomorrow. I will be going to bed early and read my book a bit. I will do this, I will, tomorrow will go well/smoothly.
I also took the time to go to Church last night and received a wonderful message to keep working on what God wants and be a good witness to what he does. I need to grow roots and I can't do it quickly or put pressures on myself and live up to unreal expectations, I would only be setting myself up for failure. Slow and steady, I will continue to grow roots
