Back at it! Smiling and loving life.

I made a decision this week that I can't let my disability have any more control than it deserves.  I am still going to keep my days in check and rest when needed but I'm not going to let it be in control of what I do.

 If I'm careful,  I should be able to do more than work,  I should be able to have some fun too. I should be able to take my boys places and enjoy them without worrying.  I should be able to go to weddings without worry.

I think what I dislike is that as soon as I get crabby or short with people in told to go to sleep.  Hell, I was crabby and short with people pre accident. Everyone has those times,  I'm not perfect,  neither are you!

I do have trouble sleeping sometimes,  I think some of that is because I've napped too long.  Because of that I'm taking some control of my naps.  Just like I'm taking control of this damn disability

I love my life,  I love what I can do and I've decided to be happy and