it's been a long time

I haven't felt the need to blog in a long time.  I don't real feel I need to right now but I have a couple of trivial things to talk about so this might be the place to do it.

First I just want to say, I don't think my TBI is as bad as it could be.  There are some on my Facebook support group that just need to learn to deal with it a while lot better.  Now don't get me wrong there are some that live real shitty lives.  They have more problems than you or I will ever have to deal with.  But then there are those that whine about EVERYTHING.  They also think that it's the TBI's fault.  It's not, it happens to everyone maybe to you more often but don't wine about it.  Deal with it be thankful you are able to even realize you do it.  I get it, I need to rest. I tire more easily.  I cannot do much more than one thing at a time.  I need to plan,spontaneity is not my strong point.  It never had been.  There are people that don't understand me and don't want to be around me.  There were lots of them before.  My life is different, I'm different.  Deal with it.  I know I'm trying.

Ok, my rant is over

Second, I had a moment of peace this morning.  My whole family was together in the same room waiting for waffles and getting along.  It was so cool.  Oh know some people say that their kids were so much fun when they were little but I'm living the stage we are at right now.  Independent enough but still needing me.  Able to take a joke and give it right back.  My family just gives me peace.

I feel better again.  I wrote what I want to say.  I'm going to nap now