Ok, maybe I should say help instead of make but sometimes I just want to make people understand especially when I've told them time and time again and they don't WANT to understand. Sometimes I don't want to understand either but I'm screwed and am forced to understand why I can't do things sometimes.
My kids don't get it, my husband says he gets it but doesn't like to have to pick up the slack if I can't do something, my friends truly try to get it but most of all it's outside people that just don't get it. I look like I used to, I sound like I used to, I can just about do everything that I used to but I do refuse to run. It hurts too much.
I have a co-worker that thinks I am lying or making excuses for not remembering or because I get things confused sometimes and not others. He really made my day awful yesterday and he knew it. If he only knew how that can make me worse. I think he was even being a bit cocky in the fact he made me upset. He doesn't realise the woman he's dealing with. Today I gaveahim some of his own medicine back in a little different manner and in about an hour and a half, he was trying to make it better,I let him wait a bit.
I like him, he has to try to understand and not make fun of me even if he thinks he's joking because I've lost the ability to really tell the difference between serious and joking. I know most try to understand but it really stinks when someone that matters doesn't. This disability it's truly invisible especially when someone like me doesn't want to be known as the person with a disability. I want to be known as the woman that can't be stopped but TBI stops me now and again but most of the time not for long. I don't work now until Monday so I'm hopeful I will be fine next week
